Early Morning Worries

Last night, she was laying on the end of my bed talking to me… this seizure was a harder one on her than the last one… it gave her a migraine and made her throw up bile and took everything out of her again…

She was asking all kinds of questions about what would have happened if she had seized when she was under the water swimming…… she said that she was really glad that her friend had fished her out when it started… but she almost wishes that he hadn’t, then the seizures would be over… then she wouldn’t have to deal with them.  She is worried that she will never be able to get her license (and now it will be 2011 before she can even hope to get her permit… and I know it isn’t fair… and it hurts me and makes me mad that it is being pushed out further and further and further… and I can’t help).

I know a lot of this is being a teenager… a lot of the ALWAYS and NEVER is the drama that is being 15… but a lot of it is so real and lot of it I worry about.  I think I’m going to have to be the mommy and make her an appointment to talk to a counselor.  She threatens to run away if I make her go see him… but I have to find a way to help her to understand that her life isn’t totally ruined.


1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. RotcNazi94
    Jun 08, 2010 @ 18:53:01

    HELL NO….no way am i seeing a shrink…


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